It has been three times now that I have said that 2010 was the most difficult year of my life. Each time I said it I was reminded that last year was actually 2011. Yep, that is proof that I have already blocked it out.
Last year will forever be the year of change.
Change is good, but not always as it is happening.
I went from maternity leave, to being a nursing working mother, to becoming an unemployed stay-at-home mom.
I went from hating my postpartum body to accepting that it is a work in progress.
I went from feeling in control to losing it more often than not.
I started the year with a baby but ended it with a toddler.
I went from thinking I had it all together to knowing it's okay that I don't.
I have changed. Jeff has changed. We have changed. Change is good. It's not easy, but definitely worth it.